2010 Resolution

Last year’s resolution:

So this new year, I like would to:

1. Be healthy, workout regularly and be fit.
2. Talk to that guy. It might not lead to anything, but I could gain a friend.
3. Get a real design job and start my career to build my confidence in my work.
4. Travel somewhere.

I haven’t posted in a while! Been really busy… still on a stress roller coaster at the moment and I’ve really shut myself from socializing and getting involved with any social media… I have a blackberry that I don’t even use. I really haven’t been wanting to talk to anyone. My mood has been all over the place. It hasn’t really been in control lately. I have a bit of time before I go to bed, so I thought I’d update my blog~

Anyway, so that was last year’s resolution. I really only managed to succeed with two of them. Well, one and half. #1, I’m still in the process of. But all year I’ve been working out regularly and slowly toning my body. I still need to eat healthier… and I still have crazy muffin tops, but that will take a lot of work to get rid of. So that’s my new #1 resolution: Lose the muffin tops.

#2 - I did talk to that guy and he’s now my boyfriend. <3 I guess all for my #2 resolution: Maintain and make my relationship work. It’s been rough the past few months since we’ve moved, but I’ve been very patient with it all and trying to not make things worse. Although, my moods have been extremely low lately that I can’t even control it. But he’s starting to just get used to my low moods. He really hates it, but he knows he can’t change it, so he’s just going to have to live with it.

#3 - Get real design job– Any job at this point. I’m still trying with this. Right now I’m just doing contract work coding websites. I want real in-house design experience, but it feels like it’s going further and further away because I am becoming more discouraged and less confident. I don’t even draw much anymore. Last year I was much more optimistic, this year not so much. But I gotta keep trying. I need money.

#4 - Travel somewhere. Still haven’t done this either. I have no job, so no money! Hopefully I’ll have a job soon and I can save up for a trip.

#5 - Be happy and have fun. Trying to keep all my resolutions realistic. I haven’t laughed or had fun in a while. Been just down… So I’m hoping some good things will happen this year to bring my mood up. An awesome full time job where I get to utilize my skills would be awesome…

So that’s really it for now. Hopefully I’ll have some good news to update with later. I applied for a contract job, to design a character for a design firm. I’m really hoping I get it! It’s not a full time job, but it seems right down my alley and I would love to do it. I’m crossing my fingers!

I hate my drawings lately. :( Artblock...!!!